Monday, 8 June 2015

Müssen wir unvollkommenen Leitern gehorchen?

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,,Gehorcht euren Führern und fügt euch ihnen." Hebräer 13,17

Voraussetzung für Gehorsam

Der häufigste Einwand, warum man einem Leiter nicht gehorsam sein will, besteht darin, dass er oder sie es nicht verdient hätte! Offensichtlich ist es eine Voraussetzung für vollständigen Gehorsam, dass der Leiter perfekt ist und dass er perfekt leitet. In seiner Weisheit hat Gott jedoch in der Gemeinde und auch in der Welt unvollkommene Leiter eingesetzt. Da haben wir’s! Wir sind fein raus. Da müssen wir ja keinem Leiter gehorchen, richtig?

Eine Herzensangelegenheit

Eine ähnliche Frage wurde Jesus gegenüber aufgeworfen. Nachdem ein Gesetzes-Experte die korrekte  Antwort hinsichtlich des größten Gebots gegeben hatte, fragte der Gesetzes-Experte Jesus selbstgefällig: „Und wer ist denn mein Nächster?“ (siehe Lukas 10,25-37). Jesus durchschaute allerdings die Selbstgerechtigkeit im Herzen des Mannes, dessen Frage eigentlich lautete: „Wer verdient es überhaupt, geliebt zu werden?“ Als Entgegnung erzählt Jesus das Gleichnis vom barmherzigen Samariter und dreht damit die Frage um, indem er den Gesetzes-Experten fragte: „Welcher von diesen Dreien ist deiner Meinung nach nun der Nächste dessen gewesen, der unter die Räuber gefallen ist?“. Jesus geht damit gegen den Zustand des Herzen Mannes an, das gesetzlich geprägt war. Die Frage ist nicht: „Wer verdient es, geliebt zu werden?“ Die Frage lautet vielmehr: „Wie ist deine Herzenshaltung anderen gegenüber?“ Genauso ist die falsche Fragestellung: „Wer hat es verdient, dass wir ihm gehorchen?“ Vielmehr müssen wir fragen: „Wie ist deine Herzenseinstellung Leitern und Autoritäten gegenüber?“

Gott oder Menschen gehorchen?

Manche mögen hier einwenden: „Solange ich Gottes Autorität gehorche, muss ich mich keinem Menschen unterordnen“. Das Problem mit dieser Einstellung ist, dass unser gewöhnliches Verhalten unseren geistlichen Zustand widerspiegelt. Johannes spricht genau dieses Prinzip an, wenn er schreibt: „Wenn jemand sagt: »Ich liebe Gott«, und hasst doch seinen Bruder, so ist er ein Lügner; denn wer seinen Bruder nicht liebt, den er sieht, wie kann der Gott lieben, den er nicht sieht? Und dieses Gebot haben wir von ihm, dass, wer Gott liebt, auch seinen Bruder lieben soll“ (1. Johannes 4,20-21). Wir unterliegen einer Selbsttäuschung, wenn wir denken, wir könnten ein gehorsames Herz Gott gegenüber haben, ohne uns menschlichen Leitern unterzuordnen. Gottgegebene Autorität dient dazu, gehorsame Herzen zu entwickeln, die unsere Haltung Gott gegenüber dadurch enthüllt, wie wir uns einander unterordnen. „Ihr Knechte, gehorcht euren leiblichen Herren mit Furcht und Zittern, in Einfalt eures Herzens, als dem Christus … dient mit gutem Willen dem Herrn und nicht den Menschen“ (Epheser 6,5-7). Das gleiche Prinzip gilt auch für Ehepartner, für Eltern und Kinder und sogar für die Unterordnung unter staatliche Gewalt (siehe Römer 13,1-2). Natürlich sollen wir uns nicht ungöttlichen Leitern oder ungöttlicher Führung unterordnen die den Willen Gottes nicht tun, aber das ist nicht der Punkt, den ich hier machen möchte. Es geht mir hier vielmehr ganz generell um die allgemeine Herzenseinstellung gegenüber Autorität.

Wie kann man eine bessere Einstellung gegenüber Autorität und unvollkommene Leiter und Führung entwickeln?

„Gehorcht euren Führern und fügt euch ihnen; denn sie wachen über eure Seelen als solche, die einmal Rechenschaft ablegen werden, damit sie das mit Freuden tun und nicht mit Seufzen; denn das wäre nicht gut für euch! Betet für uns!“ (Hebräer 13,17-18)

Unsere Haupt-Motivation für aufrichtige Unterordnung muss es sein, der Mission zu dienen! Gott ernennt Leiter, damit sie die Menschen so führen, dass sie seine Absichten umsetzen. Leiter haben einen Auftrag auszuführen und sie brauchen dabei Unterstützung. Leiter trainieren den Leib Christi und rüsten ihn so aus, dass er geistlich wächst und dazu in der Lage ist, dass jeder seinen Auftrag ausführen kann (siehe Epheser 4,11-16). Unterordnung unter Leiter dient dem höheren Anliegen, dass Gott verherrlicht wird. Es geht nicht um den Leiter! Es geht um die Mission, die auszuführen ist. Unsere Einstellung einem Leiter gegenüber wird ihn/sie entweder behindern und belasten, oder sie wird ihm/ihr bei seiner/ihrer Leitungsaufgabe Freude bereiten. Wenn man nur alles kritisiert oder ständig die Unvollkommenheiten des Leiters herausstellt, dann hilft das in keiner Weise bei der Aufgabenerfüllung. Aber Unterstützung, Hilfe und Gebet für den Leiter werden hilfreich bei der Erfüllung der Aufgabe sein. Es nützt auch den „Gefolgsleuten“ überhaupt nichts, dem Leiter unnötige Lasten aufzubürden, sondern es behindert nur das gemeinsame Werk. Wir müssen im Hinterkopf behalten, dass wir einem übergeordneten Ziel dienen, und dass es diesem Ziel dient, wenn wir die Verantwortung des Leiters achten und ehren. Leiter sind nicht deshalb Leiter, weil sie vollkommen sind. Sie sind Leiter, weil ihnen eine Verantwortung übertragen wurde.

Ich möchte euch ermutigen, dass ihr entschlossen ein gehorsames Herz gegenüber Autoritäten und Leitern in eurem Leben entwickelt. Macht Ihre Verantwortung zu einer Freude! Und so geht es:

  • Bete für eure Leiter (Eltern, Lehrer, Chefs, Regierungsbeamten, Pastoren usw.)
  • Ermutigt eure Leiter
  • Unterstützt eure Leiter nach Kräften
  • Dankt euren Leitern

Friday, 29 May 2015

Why follow imperfect leaders?


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"Obey your leaders and submit to their authority." Hebrews 13:17

Condition for obedience

The most common objection to obeying a leader is that s/he doesn't deserve to be obeyed! It seems that the condition for perfect obedience requires perfect leaders and perfect leadership. However, in God's wisdom, He has placed imperfect leaders who lead imperfectly in the Church and in the world. So that's it. We're off the hook. We don't need to obey any leaders then. Right?

A matter of the heart

A similar question was raised with Jesus. After giving Jesus the correct answer concerning the greatest commandments, the expert in the law smugly asked Jesus, "And who is my neighbour?" (see Luke 10:25-37). Jesus saw right through the man's self-righteous heart that was actually asking, "Who deserves to be loved?" In response, Jesus tells the parable of the merciful Samaritan and turns the question around by asking the expert in the law, "Which of these three do you think was a neighbour to the man who fell into the hands of robbers?" Jesus addresses the condition of the expert in the law's heart. The question is not "Who deserves to be loved?" Rather, the question is, "What is your heart attitude toward others?" Similarly, the question is not, "Who deserves to be obeyed?" Rather it is, "What is your heart attitude toward leaders and authority?"

Obedience to God or man?

Some may object and say, "As long as I am obedient to God's authority, I don't need to submit to any man." The problem with this attitude is that what we are in the natural is a reflection of what we are in the spiritual. John addresses this very principle when he writes, "If anyone says, 'I love God,' yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother." (1 John 4:20,21). We deceive ourselves when we think we can have a submissive heart toward God but not to human leaders. God-given authority serves to develop submissive hearts that reveal one's attitude toward God by the way we submit to one another. Paul writes, "Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ....Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord." (Ephesians 6:5,7). The same principle applies to husbands and wives, parents and children as well as to submitting to governing authorities (see Romans 13:1,2). Obviously we are not to submit to ungodly leaders or leadership but that is not the issue I want to address here but rather the attitide of our hearts toward authority in general.

How can one develop a better attitude toward authority and imperfect leaders and leadership?

"Obey your leaders and submit to their authority. They keep watch over you as men who must give an account. Obey them so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you. Pray for us." Hebrews 13:17-18

Our primary motivation for sincere submission must be to serve the mission! God appoints leaders to lead people to fulfill His purposes. Leaders have a job to do and they need help. Leaders teach and equip so that Body of Christ will mature and be equipped so that everyone can do his or her work (see Ephesians 4:11-16). Submission to leaders serves the greater purpose to glorify God. It is not about the leader! It is about the mission that needs to be fulfilled. Our attitude toward a leader will either hinder him or her and burden him or her or it will help make his or her leadership a joy. Criticizing and exposing the leader's imperfections does not help get the job done. Supporting, helping and praying for the leader will help get the job done. When the leader is burdened, it is of no advantage to the "followers" because the work is hindered. We must keep in mind that we are serving the greater good and that honouring the leader's responsibility will help get the job done. Leaders are not leaders because they are perfect. They are leaders because they carry a responsibility.

I want to encourage you to be purposeful about developing a submissive heart toward authority and leaders in your life. Make their responsibility a joy! Here is how:
  • Pray for your leaders (parents, teachers, bosses, presidents, pastors, etc).
  • Encourage your leaders.
  • Help your leaders.
  • Thank your leaders.


Tuesday, 3 March 2015

Who are you following?

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Jesus says, "I am the way and the truth and the life." John 14:6

The Way

Jesus is the Way or the Gate through which we can enter to have fullness of life as God intended us to have. Through faith in Jesus, we have access to His life and become part of His fold.

"I am the gate; whoever enters through me will be saved. He will come in and go out, and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." John 10:9,10 (emphasis mine)

The Truth

Jesus is the Truth, the Shepherd whom we follow and look to as our example. The apostle Paul writes,

"Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ." 1 Corinthians 11:1

Paul modelled a life that was lived according to the example of Christ. The apostle always pointed to his Shepherd as the Truth and the example of fullness of life. Fully aware of his own weaknesses and failings, Paul exhorts the Corinthian believers to examine themselves to see whether they are in the faith and not to make his apparent failings an excuse for not doing what is in line with the truth (see 2 Cor 13:5-9)!

Many Christians look for a spiritual leader that they can follow. Once they find someone they admire, they begin to trust and follow that person. As they do so, they begin to follow his or her example and find security in having someone lead them who apparently has it all together. All is well until the image of a perfect spiritual leader is destroyed by the realisation and the fact that the leader has weaknesses and failings like every other human being. Sadly the pattern is often repeated and the "follower" looks for someone else they admire to lead them until they are let down again.

However, Jesus is the leader we are to follow because He is our Great Shepherd and the Truth by which we model our lives.

Imperfect leaders are not an excuse for believers to lower Christ's example of righteousness for their own lives!

The Life

Jesus is the Life. Jesus is the way to fullness of life. Jesus is the example of fullness of life and Jesus is the provider of fullness of life. The believer must go to Jesus to have life. He is the Source of living water. Jesus says,

"These are the Scriptures that testify about me, yet you refuse to come to me to have life." John 5:39,40

Jesus invites us to have fellowship with Him and to participate in Eternal Life. The words eternal life don't only refer to the duration of life but more importantly they refer to a quality of life, the substance of life that originates from God Himself in Christ. We are invited to drink deeply from the river of delights (Ps 36:8) and to be filled with life to the full! Our Shepherd enables us to come in and go out and find pasture. It is Christ Himself who empowers us to live the life He modelled. Hallelujah!

How about you?

So let me ask you:
  • Do you trust in Jesus as the Way to life? 
  • Do you look to Him as the Truth of how you should live? 
  • Do you depend on Him for fullness of life?



Thursday, 26 February 2015

The Invisible Umpire


"Now this is our boast: Our conscience testifies that we have conducted ourselves in the world, and especially in our relations with you, with integrity and godly sincerity. We have done so, relying not on worldly wisdom but on God’s grace." 2 Corinthians 1:12
  
The apostle Paul writes with great confidence that his conduct in the world and towards his fellow believers is right before God. The questions that his boast raises are the following: 

How can Paul be so sure that he is right and who or what determines what is right and wrong?

Although Paul did not depend on his conscience to determine whether he was right before God, he regarded his conscience as the umpire of his life.

"I care very little if I am judged by you or by any human court; indeed, I do not even judge myself. My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me." 1 Corinthians 4:3,4

The One who determines what is right or wrong is God Himself. We cannot depend on human wisdom or the world's wisdom or even on our own wisdom to determine what is right and what is wrong. However, we can choose who or what will govern our conscience.

The conscience is the invisible umpire who judges according to one's own standard, the world's standard or God's standard.
 
For example, if I choose my feelings and desires to govern my conscience, I will live according to what I desire and will be ok with that. Or, if I choose to let what is socially acceptable or that which the media communicates is acceptable to govern my conscience I will live according to the world's standard and be ok with that. Likewise I can choose to let my conscience be governed by what I, myself consider to be right and live according to my wisdom and be ok with that.

The problem, however, is that what is ok for me may not be ok for you. In that case, who is to say what is right and what is wrong?

A quick test will help you think about this question of what determines what is right or wrong:


  • Is same sex marriage ok? Why or why not?
  • Is murder ok? Why or why not?
  • Is incest ok? Why or why not?
  • Is adultery ok? Why or why not?
  • Is fornication ok? Why or why not?
  • Is stealing ok? Why or why not?

Perhaps your general answer would be something along the lines of: as long as I don't harm another person, I can do what I like and that's ok.

The problem, once again is, who determines what is harmful to another person?

As a believer in God as the Judge of all, I choose to align my conscience to the righteousness (that which is ok before God) that is at work in my life by the influence of the Holy Spirit and revealed by His Word. Every believer has received the gift of righteousness that is at work in his or her life (see Romans 5-7). Together with God's revealed will (the Bible), the Holy Spirit makes God's heart and willl known to the believer's conscience so that s/he can have the confidence that s/he is living according to God's standard with integrity and godly sincerity. God's gift of His presence and the revelation of His will is the grace by which the believer is called to live his or her life.

Can we say with Paul, "Now this is our boast: Our conscience testifies that we have conducted ourselves in the world, and especially in our relations with you, with integrity and godly sincerity. We have done so, relying not on worldly wisdom but on God’s grace."?



















Wednesday, 18 February 2015

The Joy of True Fellowship

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"We proclaim to you what we have seen and heard, so that you also may have fellowship with us. And our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son, Jesus Christ. We write this to make (y)our joy complete." 1 John 1:3,4

True fellowship with one another comes out of the fellowship each one of us has with God.  At the same time, true fellowship with one another is hindered when we don't have true fellowship with God.

"God is light; in him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with him yet walk in darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin." 1 John 1:5-7

The fruit of fellowship with God should be that the believer lives by the truth.

"The man who says, 'I know him,' but does not do what he commands is a liar, and the truth is not in him." 1 John 2:4

When believers don't live by the truth, they will hinder true fellowship with one another. The greatest joy is found when believers walk in the light and together have unhindered fellowship with God.

As much as I believe that God always works despite us, I also believe that God is looking for a people who are committed to fellowship with Him and fellowship with one another.

Unity is a very powerful thing. Where there is true fellowship, God will pour out His Spirit (Psalm 133). Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is inexpressible joy. The joy and love we experience when we are reconciled to those we love will be poured over a people who are committed to living in unity and love.

My prayer is that the Church would receive revelation, would experience and would live according to what Christ has purchased for us by His blood. The truth is that Christ's death has opened the way for man to have true fellowship with God and one another (Ephesians 2:14-22). Through faith in Jesus, the believer is made one with God and with every other believer. This is a divine mystery that could only be accomplished by God. To live "by the truth" is to live according to the reality of our union with God and one another. The question is, "Will we live according to this amazing truth and be devoted to fellowship with God and one another?"

"As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you." John 15:9-12






Friday, 13 February 2015

The anarchy of the soul

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The oxford dictionary defines the word anarchy as:

1. a state of disorder due to absence or non-recognition of authority or other controlling systems
2. absence of government and absolute freedom of the individual, regarded as a political ideal.

Origin: mid 16th cent: via medieval Latin from Greek anarkhia, from anarkhos, from an - 'without' + arkhos 'chief,ruler'.

The Bible makes it clear that society is moving towards a state of lawlessness -

"For the secret power of lawlessness is already at work" (2 Thess 2:7).

The power of lawlessness that is driven by the man of lawlessness (2 Thess. 2:3) opposes God and the truth so that people are deceived and "refuse to love the truth and so be saved" (2 Thess 2:10).

"God is not a God of disorder," Paul writes but is the God who is the highest authority and in whom true freedom is found.

James writes, "the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it - he will be blessed in what he does" (James 1:25).

The deception is in the idea that true freedom is the absence of a governing authority and any controlling system. In the name of tolerance and enlightened thinking, we are developing a society that is turning its back on God's authority and will and we wonder why our young generation is confused, abandoned, dislocated, hopeless and angry. The truth is that when man is left to himself, he moves toward the anarchy of the soul.

Without the governing presence of the Spirit of God within man, sinful man, who is seperated from God, is given over to the desires of the flesh (see Romans 1:18-32)! His mind, his emotions and his will are influenced by every sinful desire and every influence of the world. Left to himself, man experiences the anarchy of the soul that ultimately leads to self-destruction. The prodigal son left the place of authority and order (his father and home) to live a life of freedom. What that led to was the anarchy of the soul that led him to the pigs.

God wants His creation to live in fullness of life. Creation will only experience freedom when it submits itself to the authority and will of God. Creation is waiting to be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God (Rom 8:21)! Those who are governed by the Spirit of God are the sons of God who live in the glorious freedom of God's order (Rom 8:14). Hallelujah!

I believe God is calling His people to renew their trust in His absolute authority and His good, pleasing and perfect will. Only a people who rely on the authority and wisdom of God will experience true freedom and live life as God purposed it for man.

"Trust in the Lord will all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5



Saturday, 25 October 2014

Marathon Musings


Tomorrow is the big day! Over 15000 runners will be participating in the Frankfurt Marathon. The place will be mobbed with people, buzzing with excitement and teaming with spectators. 42,195 kilometres is written in a second but will take quite a lot longer to run tomorrow. The fastest will try and crack the world record just over 2 hours whilst I am going to try and not crack anything. I am looking to make it in 4 hours and 20 minutes but just making it would also be just fine.

This will be my first marathon. When I turned 45 last year I decided to go for it. Why? Well, there are several reasons. I am not having a mid-life crisis. I was fed up being overweight and never knowing what feeling fit is really like. I suddenly realised I am getting on. I am not having a mid-life crisis. The apostle Paul often compares one's spiritual walk with running a race. I felt God wanted me to learn some things on the way. Here are some of the things I have learned during this past year that I believe also apply to my spiritual walk. 

Unconditional commitment

My decision to run a marathon was not a flippant idea. I knew it would mean hard work and entering something new and unfamiliar. Once I had counted the cost, I made an unconditional commitment to pull it through, come rain or shine. Only then could I let other people know what I was embarking on.

Following Jesus is the same. It costs us our lives. It is not a decision one can make flippantly. It's an unconditional commitent to follow Jesus despite any circumstances. Only then will one be willing to tell others about one's journey with God.

Support

I have to say that having someone at my side, supporting me, encouraging me and believing in me has helped me immensely not to give up. Frances, my wife, has been right behind me all the time. She has gone out of her way to make room for me to succeed. I am not alone.

The Holy Spirit believes in us. Jesus has not left us alone. The Holy Spirit runs alongside us, supporting, encouraging and believing in us. Jesus went out of His way to make room for us to succeed. We are not alone!

Focus

Once I made up my mind to go for it, I bought books on the subject, gear for running and kept my eyes on the goal. I monitored my running, kept a log of my runs and kept studying ways to improve. I have been extremely focused.

Focus is so important in our walk with God. The apostle Paul repeatedly tells us to keep our minds on things above to ensure that we stay focused on the things of God and our journey with Him. The way we do that is to train ourselves in God-consciousness by spending time in prayer, reading the Bible and meditating on God's truth. When I lose focus I become spiritually lazy!

Discipline

Without discipline I wouldn't be able to overcome my natural tendency to want to remain comfortable. Discipline is a matter of the will that has decided to submit to something outside oneself. I made the decision to run at least 3 times a week regardless of whether I felt like it or not. There were times I would hover in the living room with my running gear on and have to tell myself to get on with it. My running spirit had to overcome my lazy body!  

We cannot expect to grow in our relationship with God without discipline. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak! Getting up early to spend time with God requires discipline. Going to church every Sunday requires discipline. Serving God when you would rather sit at home on the sofa requires discipline. It is a matter of submitting one's will to something outside ourselves - the Spirit of God.

Perseverance

Part of my training involved doing some really long runs of up to 30 kilometres. I built up the length of my runs gradually over the year until I felt my body could handle increasingly longer distances. However, after a while I realised that I needed to decide to run a certain distance regardless of whether I felt up to it before or during the run. If I decided to run 25 kilometres, for example, that is what I would do. Easier said than done! After 20 kilometres the body says, "Stop!" and the mind says, "Keep going" and the will is like a spectator at wimbledon. At this point one is confronted with the meaning of perseverance: continuing regardless!

I am sure most believers have times in their run with God where God seems to be absent, joy has left, circumstances are bleak and one wonders, "What is the point?!" Perseverance continues regardless. Perseverance pushes through the difficult times and overcomes the voice of discouragement and unbelief. The apostle Paul says perseverance produces character. I think that means that as we overcome difficult times and push past our natural selves, we develop a strength that takes us deeper into God and makes us stronger to face even greater challenges!

Enjoyment

After pushing through the initial challenges of being unfit and the body stops complaining, sort of, there comes a time during one's training when running is actually a lot of fun. One feels good, alive and strong and begins to appreciate the gift of life and health. The enjoyment of a warm shower and being allowed to stuff your face without a bad conscience after a good run is a lot of fun. I love it. Maybe I run just so I can eat. In any case, there is even greater joy when one beats one's best time or simply finishes a run after having forced oneself to go and realising how much better one feels after the run.

"Consider it pure joy when you face all kinds of trials," says James. Joy comes when we are suffering for a good cause. As a believer, I live to fulfill God's call for my life. I am called heavenward in Christ Jesus. As I journey with God, I can rejoice in my relationship with Him and also enjoy pushing through and overcomig temptation and any obstacle the enemy throws at me. The sense of achievement and victory having overcome gives great joy. I rejoice in the ability to overcome in the Spirit's power and shower in Christ's righteousness!  Overcoming increases my capacity for more of Christ.

Motivation

On the bottled water we buy, there used to be a picture of one of the fastest German long distance runners, Jan Fitschen. Every time I took a swig from the bottle, I saw his picture and was inspired to go for it - run the marathon! Staying motivated is important. I would read blogs about others who trained for their first marathon and made it. I would remind myself that all my small victories will produce an even larger victory on the day. At times when I really did not feel like it at all, Frances would encourage me. If I was really struggling I would choose to do an easier route and inevitably find that once I was on the road, I felt like doing more after all. Motivation is the encouragement that stirs us to action.

Jesus is my model of one who persevered until the end. He did not give up. His testimony and the testimonies of those God commends in Hebrews chapter 11, motivate me to keep going. The Bible is full of testimonies of normal people not giving up because they saw Him who is invisible. I am motivated to believe until the end when I read the stories of people in the past and today who were and are willing to lay down their lives for their faith. We also need one another to encourage one another to keep going until the end.

I have mixed feelings about tomorrow's marathon. Excitement to be part of the event but also respect for what will happen after 30 kilometres. I have trained and worked hard but I still don't really know how I will do.  I am qualified to paticipate and I will do my best. Isn't that what God wants of us? He qualifies us with Christ's righteousness and simply wants us to do our best. After all we are His workmanship, created in Chrst Jesus to do good works (Eph 2:10). I am running the race to complete it and I look forward to receiving my medal at the end. I am going to feel 10 years younger (I am not going through a mid-lfe crisis) and stuff my face with delight. Sounds like heaven to me!